As I walked into the hall
People were watching us
But I didn’t notice now
I walked over to you
I touched your sweet face
I tried to cry, but the tears
they were always there.
I tasted the tears of anger & sorrowness,
I tried to tell myself it was all a bad dream
But then I realized that dreams
aren’t supposed to hurt you.
As I leave ever,
I whispered into your ears
I love you.
Then I put the flowers on the casket,
And I quietly walked out saying
Good bye.
Reposted from Charu's Pen
Wednesday, April 22
Monday, April 20
Sigh!
oh now what a morning it is! am already fuming.. am completely pissed off and i wish i cud break by vow and pull up my baseball bat!
well well well.. its about my dear old rickety neighbor who is always up to something or the other to piss me off! and the latest is grazing my fully flower laden creeper (that wasn't even an inch on his side--how can it be, he has a 4 feet wide vertical wall that obstructs everything from his house to ours) to the stem in the wee hours of the night! well, most of you wud say, big deal! but for an avid plant lover like me, who planted it, cared for it and waited long to see it flower, its a big blow.. its like a person hurting your own kid.. yes it really is that big!
ah its not the first! he has done so many things in the past that had it not been for my new-found non-violent ways, he wud have been headless long-back!
there is an endless list of what all he does, but i'll surely tell you a few! you deserve to know that am not lamenting for no reason!
well, the house next to me is built on a double plot, has an underground parking and has 5 inhabitants.. 2 oldies (in their late 60s), their son and D-I-L and a 1 year old kid! they have their 1st and 2nd floor balconies touching our balconies but divided by a 4 feet wide wall! and the common wall which shud be 6 feet in height has been razed to 9 feet height along with an additional 3 feet railing, becoz we have a dog at home!! (i mean, what absurd reason is that!! my dog doesn't even bark more than twice a day!) the entire front of their house is covered with green plant sheet to prevent light, dust and leaves(from neighboring houses) from entering! and yes, he has 10+ full grown trees in his courtyard that shed millions of leaves everyday! so he is nott immune to dry leaves! and apart from the big trees, he has some 20 varieties of cactus planted all around... something that i can see from the balconies above!
and i poor kid, live on the ground flower, have a garden that i have nourished with my soul, which has plants that i have planted with my hand, and cared for in the rain, frost, biting cold and the blaring sun! am no angel myself, but then i haven't ever done something to hurt a person who has done be no harm! on the 4 feet wall that he has built, on our side, to make it look less blunt and ugly, we have planted a creeper-malti! if you've seen it, you must know that it gives beautiful pink and white flower bunches... we have a common road outside the two houses, that belongs to the noida authority and no on of us owns it!
in noida, it is a practice that whoever builds a house later uses the neighbour's existing common wall.. but in our case, when he built the house, he created a separate 9" wall, so nothing is common between the two houses!
now! this guy (the oldest of 5 in my neighboring house), is so lonely, jeopardized and sadistic.. that instead of caring for his own, he's more interested in what goes on on my house! i have pillars on my frontage that house pots.. there is one pillar that touches the wall of his house but by no means, is his wall!an year back, i had a jade pot kept over the pillar which every morning wud be found on the floor... and we wud keep it bak on the pillar everyday! and after a week or so, the pot was found smashed! thrice this routine happened and then one morning my father spotted the old fellow next door banging it on the ground! this was occasion 1! on being asked, he said that the plants spoil the look of his gate! and if someone has seen his gate (which anyways is 3 feet away from the pillar) its all metal that has not even been painted!
then, one of my very well maintained cars which wud be dented painted every 6 months even without need, started developing scratch marks on the sides of its own! me being the lady driver in the house was always apprehended for having brushed the car somewhere and not informing! then the same started happening to the other cars in the house! and one fine day, i along with my tenants who live on the first floor, spotted the old guy scratching my tenant's brand new car ( a day old) with a pair of keys!! reason: it was standing on the noida authority land outside his house, which he thinks he owns!! and to remind you, he has an underground parking that can house 8 cars and he has just 2!!
6 months back, my fully loaded malti bel (creeper), died all of a sudden! it dried, crinkled and shed leaves in a day! when we pulled it down to inspect, it had been cut at two places-- the exact places where it touches the 1st and 2nd floor balcony! when we went around asking our tenants and neighbor, the neighbor confessed that he had cut it, cause the creeper's dry leaves wud fall in his courtyard! but now, does he not have his own trees!! they send so many leaves flying to our lawn!! but we use them instead of fuming to make manure!!
every morning the guy sweeps his courtyard! yes you read write! he sweeps it ! and pushes all the sweep into our flower-bed outside! he sweeps the common wall! yeah, he sweeps the 9 feet tall common wall and then collects all the dry leaves from the sweep and pushes them to our side through the railing! he's been spotted doing the above on more than 10 occasions by different people!
there is so much more like drilling a whole in to our tenant's room, drying clothes on the common wall, emptying our water tank into his own with a pipe and so much more.. but what he did today really really appeased me! it affected me directly!
he once again, shredded my malti to its stem! it was giving me flowers that i so longed for! it was the last time that it wud have flowered while i was still at home! that sadist didnt let me enjoy it! only day-before had i told mom- in a week it wud be THE spot in our garden!
he didnt even bother to cover his trails! the cut stems and leaves are still lying in his courtyard! as a prize of his victory over a helpless plant!
what scares me is not the fact that this guy must have hung half way out of his balcony to cut out creeper, but the fact that he might tomorrow just hang a few inches more, to steal our inverter and air conditioner that stand just below the place where he has shredded! the guy who can get into someone else's territory to touch their private property might tomorrow come in to steal money and valuables! he might tomorrow come in with the same knife/scissor to slice my throat!! who knows! he's such a sadist!
next time he does anything or even tries to, i'll not regard my vow! i'll pick up my bat and smash his balls! i'll forget the fact that he's millions of years older to me! i'll teach him to grow up my way!
the moron cant even appreciate the beauty and delicacy of the un-assuming flowers!
sigh! i really am pissed off!
forgive me for a long long post! but he took the wrong time to piss me off! tell me what to do! its beyond ignorance!
well well well.. its about my dear old rickety neighbor who is always up to something or the other to piss me off! and the latest is grazing my fully flower laden creeper (that wasn't even an inch on his side--how can it be, he has a 4 feet wide vertical wall that obstructs everything from his house to ours) to the stem in the wee hours of the night! well, most of you wud say, big deal! but for an avid plant lover like me, who planted it, cared for it and waited long to see it flower, its a big blow.. its like a person hurting your own kid.. yes it really is that big!
ah its not the first! he has done so many things in the past that had it not been for my new-found non-violent ways, he wud have been headless long-back!
there is an endless list of what all he does, but i'll surely tell you a few! you deserve to know that am not lamenting for no reason!
well, the house next to me is built on a double plot, has an underground parking and has 5 inhabitants.. 2 oldies (in their late 60s), their son and D-I-L and a 1 year old kid! they have their 1st and 2nd floor balconies touching our balconies but divided by a 4 feet wide wall! and the common wall which shud be 6 feet in height has been razed to 9 feet height along with an additional 3 feet railing, becoz we have a dog at home!! (i mean, what absurd reason is that!! my dog doesn't even bark more than twice a day!) the entire front of their house is covered with green plant sheet to prevent light, dust and leaves(from neighboring houses) from entering! and yes, he has 10+ full grown trees in his courtyard that shed millions of leaves everyday! so he is nott immune to dry leaves! and apart from the big trees, he has some 20 varieties of cactus planted all around... something that i can see from the balconies above!
and i poor kid, live on the ground flower, have a garden that i have nourished with my soul, which has plants that i have planted with my hand, and cared for in the rain, frost, biting cold and the blaring sun! am no angel myself, but then i haven't ever done something to hurt a person who has done be no harm! on the 4 feet wall that he has built, on our side, to make it look less blunt and ugly, we have planted a creeper-malti! if you've seen it, you must know that it gives beautiful pink and white flower bunches... we have a common road outside the two houses, that belongs to the noida authority and no on of us owns it!
in noida, it is a practice that whoever builds a house later uses the neighbour's existing common wall.. but in our case, when he built the house, he created a separate 9" wall, so nothing is common between the two houses!
now! this guy (the oldest of 5 in my neighboring house), is so lonely, jeopardized and sadistic.. that instead of caring for his own, he's more interested in what goes on on my house! i have pillars on my frontage that house pots.. there is one pillar that touches the wall of his house but by no means, is his wall!an year back, i had a jade pot kept over the pillar which every morning wud be found on the floor... and we wud keep it bak on the pillar everyday! and after a week or so, the pot was found smashed! thrice this routine happened and then one morning my father spotted the old fellow next door banging it on the ground! this was occasion 1! on being asked, he said that the plants spoil the look of his gate! and if someone has seen his gate (which anyways is 3 feet away from the pillar) its all metal that has not even been painted!
then, one of my very well maintained cars which wud be dented painted every 6 months even without need, started developing scratch marks on the sides of its own! me being the lady driver in the house was always apprehended for having brushed the car somewhere and not informing! then the same started happening to the other cars in the house! and one fine day, i along with my tenants who live on the first floor, spotted the old guy scratching my tenant's brand new car ( a day old) with a pair of keys!! reason: it was standing on the noida authority land outside his house, which he thinks he owns!! and to remind you, he has an underground parking that can house 8 cars and he has just 2!!
6 months back, my fully loaded malti bel (creeper), died all of a sudden! it dried, crinkled and shed leaves in a day! when we pulled it down to inspect, it had been cut at two places-- the exact places where it touches the 1st and 2nd floor balcony! when we went around asking our tenants and neighbor, the neighbor confessed that he had cut it, cause the creeper's dry leaves wud fall in his courtyard! but now, does he not have his own trees!! they send so many leaves flying to our lawn!! but we use them instead of fuming to make manure!!
every morning the guy sweeps his courtyard! yes you read write! he sweeps it ! and pushes all the sweep into our flower-bed outside! he sweeps the common wall! yeah, he sweeps the 9 feet tall common wall and then collects all the dry leaves from the sweep and pushes them to our side through the railing! he's been spotted doing the above on more than 10 occasions by different people!
there is so much more like drilling a whole in to our tenant's room, drying clothes on the common wall, emptying our water tank into his own with a pipe and so much more.. but what he did today really really appeased me! it affected me directly!
he once again, shredded my malti to its stem! it was giving me flowers that i so longed for! it was the last time that it wud have flowered while i was still at home! that sadist didnt let me enjoy it! only day-before had i told mom- in a week it wud be THE spot in our garden!
he didnt even bother to cover his trails! the cut stems and leaves are still lying in his courtyard! as a prize of his victory over a helpless plant!
what scares me is not the fact that this guy must have hung half way out of his balcony to cut out creeper, but the fact that he might tomorrow just hang a few inches more, to steal our inverter and air conditioner that stand just below the place where he has shredded! the guy who can get into someone else's territory to touch their private property might tomorrow come in to steal money and valuables! he might tomorrow come in with the same knife/scissor to slice my throat!! who knows! he's such a sadist!
next time he does anything or even tries to, i'll not regard my vow! i'll pick up my bat and smash his balls! i'll forget the fact that he's millions of years older to me! i'll teach him to grow up my way!
the moron cant even appreciate the beauty and delicacy of the un-assuming flowers!
sigh! i really am pissed off!
forgive me for a long long post! but he took the wrong time to piss me off! tell me what to do! its beyond ignorance!
Sunday, April 19
Completely Non-Sensical!
Who was your last text from?
BJP!! Beat that :O
Where was your default picture taken?
At a cousin's cocktail party (bachelor's night :P )
Your relationship status?
Committed for life
Have you ever lost a close friend?
very recently too!
What is your current mood?
chilled out, perplexed
Where do you wish you were right now?
Where i was in the day ;)
Have a crazy side?
Yes.. i can be a crazy 2 year old kid!
Ever had a near death experience?
I decline to answer :)
Something you do a lot?
worrying
Angry at anyone?
LOL.. yes.. the bitch and the bimbo in my life!
What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Stopping!
When was the last time you cried?
Last night :'(
Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes, 2 people.. Bhanu and Gunjan :) They do the same for me too :)
What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Am usually on the comp, when i sleep..
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Bhanu
What is your favorite song?
Quit Playing Games by Backstreet boys!
What are you doing right now?
filling this up!! DUH!
Who do you trust right now?
my intuition and anyone who tells me why i'll pass my project without a fuss :P
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Bangkok, indira bazaar
Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Hell yes!
Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
closest! oh lemme see, i dont even know where my friends live!
Describe your life in one word?
Un-describable :P ;)
Who are you thinking of right now?
My project panelists!! (I know i have gone hopeless )
What should you be doing right now?
preparing my report and making my project work :P :P :P
What are you listening to?
a nice soothing voice on my phone :)
Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
umm.....
Who was the last person who yelled at you?
the one who was the last to give me a hug :P
Do you act differently around the person you like?
No i am no different, but yeah, i do a lotta different things!
What is your natural hair color?
Brown
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Shin Chan!
Who was the last person to make you sad?
Angad Singh
What do you hear?
the voices inside my head.. hell yes, i do!
Is your hair curly or straight?
permed
Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
na! i wish someone did!
Do you have a best friend?
yes! she's my life!
Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yeah :D
Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
A lot ! :D :) :P :X :( :'( ;) ;P :O ;D :d :Z :| ......
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
NO!
Are you happy with life right now?
yes.. thanks god almighty!
Are you currently jealous?
Jealous!! of what!!
What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Nothing...
What were you doing on friday night?
attending the worst Jive ever!
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Too badly to be ever mended! (no offence to the one who broke it :| )
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Hmmmmm, I think soo.. but not deliberately atleast
Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yeaaah .. Angad!
What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
the troublesome corn on my toe!
How late did you stay up last night and why?
Till 3, sorting my project and celebrating for adi! ( yeah adi, i actually did :P)
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Currently, its been 2 years and some months :)
Never before..
Have you ever faked sick?
Who doesnt!
What was the last lie you said?
so many to sort out!
Have you ever cried during a movie?
hmm.. yes, but its been a very very long time.. cause i cudnt recall the last instance
Have you ever danced in the rain?
Yes, i just love it!
Have you ever been drunk?
yes
Do you smoke?
quit
What is your full name?
What does that have to do with anything ?!
What is your blood-type?
B+
Have you ever been in a car accident?
Luckily no..
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
1 day old.. am sure my mom must have kissed me :)
Who was your first kiss?
look up :D
Have you ever had an online relationship?
wha?? what??
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
Yeah ! Are you reading adi?
What is your favourite sport to play?
Hard to get :P ;)
Have you ever made a prank phone call?
oh yes!! so many with my cousins GP and Sam! Those days were gold!
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?
No. I never will!
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
yes.. I have a control over my anxiety and impulsiveness now
What do you want to be when you grow up?
No clue!
What is your political persuassion?
No idea.
Do you believe in god?
he's my coolest buddy
Do you believe in love at first sight?
its completely non-sensical
Do you believe in karma?
hmm... no comments
Who was your first crush?
*******
Who do you have a crush on?
Irfan Pathan!! Oh baby!! still!
How would you describe yourself?
multi-faceted
What are you afraid of?
lonliness
Are you religious?
nah!
What does your screen name mean?
hell's pardon means been thru it all and has been able to put feet bak on ground
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
if i see it now, from my "current" defination of bf, it wud be mayank
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
I really dont remember anything so special :|
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
I used him for popularity and projects!
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
presnent..
What is your greatest strength?
I'm versatile :P
What is your greatest weakness?
trust.. blind trust..
What is your perfect pizza?
small and crispy
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
why again!
What is your first thought before you go to bed?
boredom..
What college do you want to go to?
oxford... for english semantics
Do you get along with your family?
Errr.. not too much
Do you play any instruments?
na
What kind of music do you like?
nothing
Would you ever get a tattoo?
nopes.. i like quick changing things
How many piercings do you have?
2
Who makes you laugh?
tarush :)
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
Nobody!!
Have you ever seen a dead body?
yes.. i wish that sight gets outta my mind soon
Do you have a celebrity crush?
IP!!
What is one thing scientists should invent?
A time stopping machine... :|
Have you ever broken a bone?
yeah
What happens after you die?
i wan all people to continue living their lives :)
Do you watch or read the news?
yes.. without fail.. its a prt of me now
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
is this really a question??
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
DUH!
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Don't wanna
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?
its a controversial question now...
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
my negative thought process...
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
na.. no plans
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
yes...
What do you want your friends to think about you?
nothing, i want them to have their own brains to think about me!
Have you ever bitten someone?
yes yes yes!! :P
Have you ever stolen anything?
WTF ?!?!?!
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
yes.. seen just one...
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
october 9, 05
Do you remember your dreams?
yes mostly...
Have you ever been in love?
Oh yeah. you bet!
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night!
Do you have any phobias?
yes of the road in my dream...
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?)
Yeaah..
How many emails do you have?
plenty! emails???? :O
Do any medical problems run in your family?
Don’t think so..
Have you ever had a nightmare?
Plenty of em ..
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
i dont to anybody unless they call for it.. :|
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
Nope, I'm a faithful girl :)
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
LOl !!! no
Have you ever written a love letter?
yeah.. remember every word of it :)
Have you ever attempted suicide?
Nope, thought about it once though... long long time ago.
Have you ever been in a fistfight?
yeah.. with a baseball bat to replace my fist :P :) ;)
(never again, i promised myself!)
Do you have any hidden talents?
yes.. but let them be hidden :P
What is one thing you want me to know about you?
I dont really care!
Do you usually prefer books or movies?
books
Who is your favourite person to talk to?
Do people have favourite talk-friends!!??!!
Would you ever have sex before marriage?
Errrr ... depends..
Who do you talk to most on the phone?
bhanu
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?
british.. i emphasise :P
Have you ever gotten detention?
:O
How do you vent your anger?
I explode at people & scrible non sensically on paper
Have you ever been on a diet?
yes.. none worked :P
Would you ever date someone younger than you?
hell yes :)
Is your best friend a virgin?
its her life :)
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
what?? WHY??
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
hmm.. deep...
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
Naah..
Have you ever hated someone?
never.. i forgive very very very easily...
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
Online.. I screw up less :P
Do you consider yourself popular?
i never was.. and dont ever wish to be...
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
Yes.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
WTF ?!
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
:P :P (is it a sin?)
What is your favourite book?
Harry potter and malory tower series!
Do you have a collection of anything?
memories :P
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
I guess so..
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
totally totally different!
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
no clue
Kissed any one of your facebook friends?
Yes
Been arrested?
Nope
Kissed someone you didn't like?
Yes !
Slept in until 5 pm?
oh! no! i wish to/..
Fallen asleep at work/school?
oh yes! its a heavenly feeling :)
Held a snake?
yes
Ran a red light?
so many times (i wish tarush doesnt read this)
Been suspended from school?
i choose to not remember :P
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident?
No
Sung karaoke?
Nope
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
oh yes! eating chocolates on a diet!
talking to angad again!
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Yes ! ewww.. :O
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yes :)
Kissed in the rain?
wish to....
Sang in the shower?
never
Sat on a rooftop?
almost everyday last year ;)
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
yes :)
Shaved your head?
No, but will !
Blacked out from drinking?
Nope
Played a prank on someone?
Ya
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
Sort of :| :s
Been in a band?
Nope
Shot a gun?
no!
Tripped on anything?
Yes, every 2 minutes :p
Donated blood?
yes
Eaten alligator meat?
EWWWW, no !
Eaten cheesecake?
yes
Still love someone you shouldn't?
..... Yes, a lot! (i cudnt push you out, so i made a larger more spacier room for the one i love more) :)
Think about the future?
Yeahh
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
yes
Believe in love ?
definately :)
BJP!! Beat that :O
Where was your default picture taken?
At a cousin's cocktail party (bachelor's night :P )
Your relationship status?
Committed for life
Have you ever lost a close friend?
very recently too!
What is your current mood?
chilled out, perplexed
Where do you wish you were right now?
Where i was in the day ;)
Have a crazy side?
Yes.. i can be a crazy 2 year old kid!
Ever had a near death experience?
I decline to answer :)
Something you do a lot?
worrying
Angry at anyone?
LOL.. yes.. the bitch and the bimbo in my life!
What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Stopping!
When was the last time you cried?
Last night :'(
Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes, 2 people.. Bhanu and Gunjan :) They do the same for me too :)
What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Am usually on the comp, when i sleep..
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Bhanu
What is your favorite song?
Quit Playing Games by Backstreet boys!
What are you doing right now?
filling this up!! DUH!
Who do you trust right now?
my intuition and anyone who tells me why i'll pass my project without a fuss :P
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Bangkok, indira bazaar
Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Hell yes!
Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
closest! oh lemme see, i dont even know where my friends live!
Describe your life in one word?
Un-describable :P ;)
Who are you thinking of right now?
My project panelists!! (I know i have gone hopeless )
What should you be doing right now?
preparing my report and making my project work :P :P :P
What are you listening to?
a nice soothing voice on my phone :)
Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
umm.....
Who was the last person who yelled at you?
the one who was the last to give me a hug :P
Do you act differently around the person you like?
No i am no different, but yeah, i do a lotta different things!
What is your natural hair color?
Brown
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Shin Chan!
Who was the last person to make you sad?
Angad Singh
What do you hear?
the voices inside my head.. hell yes, i do!
Is your hair curly or straight?
permed
Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
na! i wish someone did!
Do you have a best friend?
yes! she's my life!
Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yeah :D
Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
A lot ! :D :) :P :X :( :'( ;) ;P :O ;D :d :Z :| ......
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
NO!
Are you happy with life right now?
yes.. thanks god almighty!
Are you currently jealous?
Jealous!! of what!!
What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Nothing...
What were you doing on friday night?
attending the worst Jive ever!
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Too badly to be ever mended! (no offence to the one who broke it :| )
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Hmmmmm, I think soo.. but not deliberately atleast
Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yeaaah .. Angad!
What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
the troublesome corn on my toe!
How late did you stay up last night and why?
Till 3, sorting my project and celebrating for adi! ( yeah adi, i actually did :P)
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Currently, its been 2 years and some months :)
Never before..
Have you ever faked sick?
Who doesnt!
What was the last lie you said?
so many to sort out!
Have you ever cried during a movie?
hmm.. yes, but its been a very very long time.. cause i cudnt recall the last instance
Have you ever danced in the rain?
Yes, i just love it!
Have you ever been drunk?
yes
Do you smoke?
quit
What is your full name?
What does that have to do with anything ?!
What is your blood-type?
B+
Have you ever been in a car accident?
Luckily no..
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
1 day old.. am sure my mom must have kissed me :)
Who was your first kiss?
look up :D
Have you ever had an online relationship?
wha?? what??
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
Yeah ! Are you reading adi?
What is your favourite sport to play?
Hard to get :P ;)
Have you ever made a prank phone call?
oh yes!! so many with my cousins GP and Sam! Those days were gold!
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?
No. I never will!
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
yes.. I have a control over my anxiety and impulsiveness now
What do you want to be when you grow up?
No clue!
What is your political persuassion?
No idea.
Do you believe in god?
he's my coolest buddy
Do you believe in love at first sight?
its completely non-sensical
Do you believe in karma?
hmm... no comments
Who was your first crush?
*******
Who do you have a crush on?
Irfan Pathan!! Oh baby!! still!
How would you describe yourself?
multi-faceted
What are you afraid of?
lonliness
Are you religious?
nah!
What does your screen name mean?
hell's pardon means been thru it all and has been able to put feet bak on ground
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
if i see it now, from my "current" defination of bf, it wud be mayank
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
I really dont remember anything so special :|
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
I used him for popularity and projects!
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
presnent..
What is your greatest strength?
I'm versatile :P
What is your greatest weakness?
trust.. blind trust..
What is your perfect pizza?
small and crispy
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
why again!
What is your first thought before you go to bed?
boredom..
What college do you want to go to?
oxford... for english semantics
Do you get along with your family?
Errr.. not too much
Do you play any instruments?
na
What kind of music do you like?
nothing
Would you ever get a tattoo?
nopes.. i like quick changing things
How many piercings do you have?
2
Who makes you laugh?
tarush :)
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
Nobody!!
Have you ever seen a dead body?
yes.. i wish that sight gets outta my mind soon
Do you have a celebrity crush?
IP!!
What is one thing scientists should invent?
A time stopping machine... :|
Have you ever broken a bone?
yeah
What happens after you die?
i wan all people to continue living their lives :)
Do you watch or read the news?
yes.. without fail.. its a prt of me now
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
is this really a question??
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
DUH!
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Don't wanna
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?
its a controversial question now...
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
my negative thought process...
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
na.. no plans
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
yes...
What do you want your friends to think about you?
nothing, i want them to have their own brains to think about me!
Have you ever bitten someone?
yes yes yes!! :P
Have you ever stolen anything?
WTF ?!?!?!
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
yes.. seen just one...
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
october 9, 05
Do you remember your dreams?
yes mostly...
Have you ever been in love?
Oh yeah. you bet!
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night!
Do you have any phobias?
yes of the road in my dream...
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?)
Yeaah..
How many emails do you have?
plenty! emails???? :O
Do any medical problems run in your family?
Don’t think so..
Have you ever had a nightmare?
Plenty of em ..
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
i dont to anybody unless they call for it.. :|
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
Nope, I'm a faithful girl :)
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
LOl !!! no
Have you ever written a love letter?
yeah.. remember every word of it :)
Have you ever attempted suicide?
Nope, thought about it once though... long long time ago.
Have you ever been in a fistfight?
yeah.. with a baseball bat to replace my fist :P :) ;)
(never again, i promised myself!)
Do you have any hidden talents?
yes.. but let them be hidden :P
What is one thing you want me to know about you?
I dont really care!
Do you usually prefer books or movies?
books
Who is your favourite person to talk to?
Do people have favourite talk-friends!!??!!
Would you ever have sex before marriage?
Errrr ... depends..
Who do you talk to most on the phone?
bhanu
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?
british.. i emphasise :P
Have you ever gotten detention?
:O
How do you vent your anger?
I explode at people & scrible non sensically on paper
Have you ever been on a diet?
yes.. none worked :P
Would you ever date someone younger than you?
hell yes :)
Is your best friend a virgin?
its her life :)
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
what?? WHY??
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
hmm.. deep...
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
Naah..
Have you ever hated someone?
never.. i forgive very very very easily...
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
Online.. I screw up less :P
Do you consider yourself popular?
i never was.. and dont ever wish to be...
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
Yes.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
WTF ?!
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
:P :P (is it a sin?)
What is your favourite book?
Harry potter and malory tower series!
Do you have a collection of anything?
memories :P
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
I guess so..
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
totally totally different!
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
no clue
Kissed any one of your facebook friends?
Yes
Been arrested?
Nope
Kissed someone you didn't like?
Yes !
Slept in until 5 pm?
oh! no! i wish to/..
Fallen asleep at work/school?
oh yes! its a heavenly feeling :)
Held a snake?
yes
Ran a red light?
so many times (i wish tarush doesnt read this)
Been suspended from school?
i choose to not remember :P
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident?
No
Sung karaoke?
Nope
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
oh yes! eating chocolates on a diet!
talking to angad again!
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Yes ! ewww.. :O
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
yes :)
Kissed in the rain?
wish to....
Sang in the shower?
never
Sat on a rooftop?
almost everyday last year ;)
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
yes :)
Shaved your head?
No, but will !
Blacked out from drinking?
Nope
Played a prank on someone?
Ya
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
Sort of :| :s
Been in a band?
Nope
Shot a gun?
no!
Tripped on anything?
Yes, every 2 minutes :p
Donated blood?
yes
Eaten alligator meat?
EWWWW, no !
Eaten cheesecake?
yes
Still love someone you shouldn't?
..... Yes, a lot! (i cudnt push you out, so i made a larger more spacier room for the one i love more) :)
Think about the future?
Yeahh
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
yes
Believe in love ?
definately :)
Friday, April 17
Can i be penned DOWN and summed UP in 25 odd phrases...
the new trend of summing your life up in 25 bullets, in your notes, is the newest fad.. a completely insanical technique in my opinion.. you sit down in front of the black box, get down to think, write amicably the first 25 sentences that your mind produces, and then post it thinking its the best about you the world cud know!
or is it?
i sat down to think yesterday night, not limited by time, i wrote till morning, intercepted by a cryptography assignment, a messy project, an unfinished research paper and loads of other things.. but still came up with 98 things about myself... and yes, i really cant find out the best 25.. cause they all are equally important in helping me become what i am today... AND before u jump to a conclusion, my list isn't even half complete.. i will take another life to sum up the best, the worst, my likes, my dislikes, my heroes, my objectives...
in my opinion, with no offense to all those who penned down their long lives in some 100 words, my life or for that matter, anybody's life isnt a chapter to be read and closed in a few countable sentences, marred by a few puns here and there, a few funny lines to tickle those oh-not-so-funny friend's rib muscles.. respect your flavour, your charachter, your insanity, your uniqueness, your personality...
good or bad is just relative..
or is it?
i sat down to think yesterday night, not limited by time, i wrote till morning, intercepted by a cryptography assignment, a messy project, an unfinished research paper and loads of other things.. but still came up with 98 things about myself... and yes, i really cant find out the best 25.. cause they all are equally important in helping me become what i am today... AND before u jump to a conclusion, my list isn't even half complete.. i will take another life to sum up the best, the worst, my likes, my dislikes, my heroes, my objectives...
in my opinion, with no offense to all those who penned down their long lives in some 100 words, my life or for that matter, anybody's life isnt a chapter to be read and closed in a few countable sentences, marred by a few puns here and there, a few funny lines to tickle those oh-not-so-funny friend's rib muscles.. respect your flavour, your charachter, your insanity, your uniqueness, your personality...
good or bad is just relative..
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