November 5,2008

i have a lot to write but am short on words today

well it was a lose-all-close-people-day today.. the long running battle between love and family is about to take an ugly and the most dreaded turn.. the choose-one-amongst-the-two turn... it just feels shivery to be in the thick of everything.. and its worse still if you vent out one feeling in a place where it is not applicable..

okay its like loosing a childhood friend, family, best pal, and all the leftover sanity in a single day.. its not painful.. its not even pricking... i just go numb.. i feel nothing.. just an empty space inside me.. i have lost enough already.. there is nothing much left anymore anyway..

i will not ask for forgiveness, i will not plead..
its the heart that has made the murmur, i'll silently leave it to bleed

sayonara!!