Toughest lesson of my life....

me: everybody leaves me and goes away, like you...
Gunjan: kya hua
me: angad and another of my very good friend aditya are going to florida :(
they will do their final semester there..
my college is going to get over.. sab chale jayenge
mayank kal London ja rah ahi
masters karne :(
Gunjan: to ab
me: am sad :(
am crying :'(
Gunjan: aisa to nahi hai ki sab waapis nahi aayenge
kya karna kya hai tune in sab ka
me: koi nahi aayega wapis.. in sab ko wahin basna hai :(
they are my friends :|
Gunjan: mujhe badhi behan manke ek baat samajh
kisi ki life main zaroorat nahi hoti
ek dost jata hai
itna eperience deke jata hai ki uske jaise baad main 4 aur bana sakte ho
me: gunjan aisa nahi hota.. some people become more than friends.. they become like an extended family
Gunjan: nobody cn b as close as the family
me: it hurts to part with them
Gunjan: ye tera weham hai
me: thats why i say extended famiily
Gunjan: i understand it hurts
but trust me not long
me: i hope so
Gunjan: abhi aisa isliye lag raha hai bcoz they r near
din raat u spend with them
me: hmm
Gunjan: jab door chale jayenge to bhool bhi jayenge
me: i doubt
Gunjan: tab lagega ki tu pagal thi jo aisa soch rahi thi
me: gunjan tujhe gaye hue 4 saal ho gaye
Gunjan: yaad nahi bhi ayenge to tu zabardasti yad karne ki koshish karegi
just 4 the guilt tht u 4got them
life is too busy to think abt any1
me: i wish it was this way
Gunjan: whn u hv ur family near to kisi aur ki zaroorat hi kya
make new frnds
but tht too just time pas ke liye honge
it is exactly this way
ponder over
koi yaad nahi ataa hum zabardasti welle hokar yad karne ki koshish karte hain
uske liye hum present frnds ko hata kar time nikalte hain
just jo aspas hai uske saath masti karo
Gunjan: abey maine ponder karne ko kya keh diya tu to sach main soch main padh gayi'
me: yaar shayad abhi mujse socha bhi nahi ja raha...
Gunjan: ok mat soch
just trust me
ultimately kuchh bhi nahi hona
me: do u think of me this way?
Gunjan: naye frnds n masti bas
thts life
wht i think of u
me: do u think of me this way?
Gunjan: i knw tht i hv a frnd who will always b there for me
aur kyun na ho
im always there for her too
me: :)
Gunjan: but tht doesnt mean tht all the time i hv to sit n think ki kaash vo yahan saath main hoti
theek hai jahan hai vo masti main hai
main masti kar rahi hoon
jab velle honge to usse milne main kabhi bhi ajeeb sa nahi lagega
even if she doesnt knw wht im n upto these days
me: wen i dont know wat u have been doing.. it leaves us with more to talk wen we meet
Gunjan: whnever v meet it wont take more tht 10 minutes to update her abt my life
n then talk endlessly
me: hmm
Gunjan: tujhe koi aur kam dham nahi hai kya
me: hehe
ja rahi hoon.. kaamkarne
Gunjan: get buzy with ur life
me: maan nahi lag raha tha kaam karne ka
Gunjan: make new frndssirf mazey ke liye
me: ok
Gunjan: actualy u dont need any specific person
me: hmm
Gunjan: u just need a frnd
always
n trust me frnds banana asaan hai
me: hmmm
Gunjan: keep urselves buzy
me: ok
Gunjan: frnds bcom contacts
keep in touch
pata nahi kab kaun kam aajaye
me: hmm
Gunjan: isse zyada kuchh nahi
ab tu bhi to abhi mere kaam hi aa rahi hai na
mere pas koi kam nahi hai aur
main tujhe paka rahi hoon
n 1 thing
school frnds r always better
kyunki vo us zamane main bane hain jab sence of competetion thoda kam tha
isliye unko bhoolne ki zaroorat nahi hai
abey ye kya kiya
me: hehe
me: chal me going kaam karne
Gunjan: tu computer pe koi kaam kar rahi hai kya
good
me: haan
Gunjan: main bhi bye bolne ke liye hi discussion shuru kar rahi thi
me: hehe
Gunjan: im goin to sleep nw
i luv talkin to u
atleast aisa lagta hai ki usse baat ker rahi hoon who knws me
me: me too :)
sleep tight
Gunjan: chal cya
i dont miss ya
me: i know
Gunjan: but always i want to c u
me: :P
ja ab senti mat kar
Gunjan: cya
me: take care
Gunjan: ok