o: i think, this time, your mind isnt at home
e: yeah
o: am i thinking right?
e: yeah
o: how long is it been?
e: months
o: how many?
e: 12 thinking, 2 dating
o: serious?
e: its a grey zone
o: grey zone?
e: i dont know how he feels
o: u said dating, but?
e: yeah, very much
o: then?
e: dating yes, commitment zilch
o: why u doing it to urself again?
e: i am happy
o: for how long?
e: atleast for now
o: who popped the question?
e: no one
o: so, how did it happen?
e: i dont know
o: he asked?
e: no
o: u asked?
e: no
o: then what?
e: i told him
o: what did he say
e: nothing
o: what did u tell him
e: whatever i had in my head
o: atleast ask him
e: am sure he'll run away
o: seeing someone else?
e: not sure
o: you know him well?
e: almost zilch
o: like him?
e: crazy
o: he?
e: am happy, know no more
o: then why you doing it?
e: i am happy
o: any direction whatsoever? or completely lost?
e: complicated.. confused.. but happy
o: dont do it to yourself all over again
e: i know what am doing
o: think again, you know nothing
e: probably, but last time i was sure
o: rebound?
e: pretty sure, not
o: how?
e: checked confirmed convinced
o: what does he think?
e: never asked
o: plan to ask?
e: not soon
o: who knows?
e: no one
o: ideas, anybody?
e: very many
o: plan to tell?
e: want to shout it out to the world,
but i amn't sure how it will begin or will it before that end!
Speechless...but yeah pretty sums up everything
ReplyDeletey think about the beginning or the end? following ur heart's way more important..
ReplyDeleteYou are still the same...Just feel that the guy is really lucky and hope he understands your value !!
ReplyDeleteDon't want to see you sad even for a nano second
Tc and keep smiling
what about the guy you are current into... don't betray him... he is a nice guy.... why would you like to do something like this for someone who has cared so much for you... As we all know you, you are not that kind... then why? please reply and clarify to the world that girls don't always betray....
ReplyDeletedear who-ever-you-are,
ReplyDeleteif u would leave your name, i would definately tell you why and what.. till then, its my blog, my life, my discretion... Take a chill pill and sayonara!!
Charu I don’t understand how my not disclosing my name is stop you from telling why and what. I have lived with your ex-boyfriend and seen him in those bad times. I still remember how he showed us all stuff you have given him and would never let us go near that bag where he kept everything. He was always nice to everyone but after you both fought he changed. He started to talk less, would rarely eat and hardly slept. I am sure that it is your life and your decision but you should not have done something like this to someone who loves you so much. If you still have guts go see for yourself what have you done to him. I still hope that you both remain happy together, not for your but his good.
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