whats so scary about the night today? what is keeping me awake?

am tired, am free, am bored... yet in the deep of the night, i am wide awake!!
i have a strange question and an echoing sound in my mind...

is it the dissonance before the onset of a perfectly balanced thought into your intellect or is it the calm before the reasoning fails!

could be anything.. one of them, or maybe a sight i cant foresee... life is such dearies.. not much is predictive, not much is comprehensive.. it seems like a bed of roses but the thorns are very much always a part of the package....

its really strange how a single incident can change the entire course of your life... does it really so dependent on a sole-reason to steer you through... strangeness at its best yet again..

life is wired in a very peculiar manner.. everything that goes down comes up again someday.. its a wheel.. only the dia varies for people... nothing gets taken away, nothing is ever lost.. its the way we see things...